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"I'm Not Afraid of The Dark"
# 68,

"Eaten Alive"c
(to the Idol in the Eye of Nothing)
                                                                                                                for the Wicked Walsh Clan

You are there and You are not
You are a
Holy Mystery
never to be held
never to be seen .../Sought never to be Found
Fed Never to be Satisfied
We worship You
We worship You (We cannot touch YoulWe cannot see You/
We cannot know You/We are Unworthy)

Do We not wish to Rock?
Do We not wish to Roll?
Do We not wish to Rule?

Don't We Rule the World?

Now isn't that Special?
Now isn't that Special?
Now isn't that Special?

We're Ordinary People.
YES WE ARE!

And We make all The Noise to prove it!
And We've got all The Toys to Prove it!
We are Movers
We are Shakers
We're Ingenious!
We are Movers
We are Shakers
We're Ingenious!

We are Darwin's Theory of Evolution
We are Special Answers and
Solutions

We've a Notion
you're in need
of a
Very Special Bargain!

It's a Secret

Inot a Serpent

Iit won't Bite you.

It's a Secret

Not a Serpent

It won't Strike you

Take it/Hide it
Pet it/keep it/
Take it/hide it/
pet itlkeep it
quiet/It's a Secret Turn the
Light Out.

God of Secrets

Corrects Error

it takes

WHITE
OUT!

We will weep it
WHITE
We will Keep It Special
We will Keep it WHITE
We will Kill
to Keep It Special

Grieve a GHOST here Nothing to the Idol

You see
the steps to get to Heaven
they
paint W H I T E !
And Then Jesus in The Thorn Crown
t h a t paints W H I T E !
Clouds are nice,
THEY are W H I T E
So is D.C. (Just The WHITE PARTS!)
So is
EVERY U.S. PRESIDENT!
(and if THAT Does Not Date This
You will Know the 20th Century Poetry
for it's Antiquated Eloquence....)

So let's be Honest
Now
You've come THIS far

to See Us

Unveil Our
Evil Little Christmas Star
Our Evil
Little
Pride.

And Joy.

Tell Me
Tell Me
Riddle
Me Now/Purge Me/Splurge Me/W A S H    M E   W H I T E
Sell Me Something
Good and Plenty
Hot and Nasty
Raunched and Spicy

So What's A Few Casualties.?
Is This Not War?

Now Isn't That Spec-
Now Isn't That Sp-
Now Isn't That.....

So What's A Few Dead Niggers?

So What?
SO WHAT'S
a
Few
Dead (Better THEM than US) Shall We Not Use Them For Cheap Labor?
Shall We Not Pet The Nice Monkeys and Do Them a Favor?

("MY Ghetto Raised GoriLLa
can OUT-SPORT
YOUR Trailer Park Chimp!")

Shall We Not
Sell Them Lies, Lines and Jive?
Exploit Them?
Oppress Them?
Cheat Them from Life?
Fuck Them?
Kill Them?
Mess with their Minds?
Hate Them?
Hurt Them?
Eat Them Alive?
is this Not Better?

that way.

We win.

The Game

We play.

with Life.

Right?

So What's a Few Dead Faggots? So What?!

Their Mothers never Loved Them, Anyway.
It's NOT Their Mothers' Fault.

Freaks happen.

Let Them Self-Exterminate!

(and Let's get rid
of ALL those Lazy Pregnant
Under-Age Puerto Rican Bitches, too!)

You Know They Have
to Go
You Know....

No.
You CANNOT bring ONE
Home.
They Breed
They Breed tike Pests

You Know...

Like Roaches
(....and flies I Do Despise, the more I know Roaches,
though, the More l like Niggers and Flies I Do
Despise, the more I know Niggers, ths More I like
Faggots and Flies I Do Despise, the More I know
Faggots, the More I Like Flies!)

Disgusting!

Not Acceptable!

I Pray You Never Date ONE..,......!

What would My Friends think?

WE MUST NOT MIX WITH THAT! WE MUST NOT!
WE MUST NOT MIX WITH THAT! WE MUST NEVER!

They Do Not Come From Good Homes!

Their Lifestyles are Inappropriate.

(Now Isn't That...)
(-(- Now Isn't -)-)
(Now Isn't That...)
(-(- Now Isn't -)-)

Since You insist on being Stupid, Let's

Explain it.

WE Rule the World.

We have all The Toys.

WE come From Good Homes.

WE
are Privileged to Have:
Looks
and
Wealth and
tal-
tal-

uh....... ADVERTISING! Yes! That's ltl

WE have ADVERTISING and YOU Don't!
So We are More IMPORTANT!
So We are More Special!

So There!

We are Ordinary People. Everyday People. Normal People.

Yes.

And We Live Better Lifestyles
because

We Don't have Filthy Houses with
roaches
or
rats
or
Crack Dens in OUR Neighborhoods
or
Drug Dealers on OUR Streets
or
Drive By Shootings Here
or

Inappropriate Behavior of Any kind
because
We are the Milk-Fed
Chalk-White
Pasty Tasty
Power Station Nation
of Numero Uno Jet-Set....
(Ready?....

(GET SET...)

(to the left, to the right,
P O S E !
to the Left, to the Right,
P O S E !
Smile for The Special Camera!
Smile Wide!
Smile,
Precious Special One.
to the Right, to the Right,
Come On!
to the Right, to the Right,
COME ON ! ! ! !
A Boogie and a Woogie and Come On!
Get On Downd Boogie and Get On Down with The Program!
G E T O N D O W N ! ! ! ! ! !

Fall with Us
Fall with Us
All Fall Down
Fall
Into
The Gap
(That will be American Express, Please.)
Down/("No Miss. We don't Accept Diamonds.")

Oh No.
Conservative
is Just
So
You Don't Offend
Our Cynical Sensibilities, Dear...

And if You Aren't
Part of Our
Very Special Clique
then
Just Play Along
with Our Rules

anyway

and
You'll be

then

Somewhat

Acceptable.... (SCORNFUL WHISPER:

-Though You'll NEVER Be Us.)

And When We're Bored....

....We'll Give You Role Models like Micheal Jackson
or Prince
or

The Self-Exterminating Kind like
Arthur Ashe
(Graves Make Lovely Shrines
For a Few Lousy Niggers

Bitching

that They Have No

Self-Respect!

(-(-THAT will Win Votes From The Queers....... The WHITE ONES<
Anyway, HEY!
YOU'SE GOTTA PLACATE! HEY!!
The Bills Need Paying)-)

Hey!

YOU!

Out There.

Reading This.

Yeah, YOU!

I Bet You Don't Even Know
Who I am.

Certainly. I'll Tell You My Evil Little Secret.
But Just Don't You Breathe A WORD of it!

My Name is Doctor Idol.

I'll make Sure You Take
(my Hate)
My Special Medicines. The World will Hate You
if You Do Not
Obey.
I Want You To Obey ME.
I Want All Your Power,
I Want All Your Attention,
Or
I'll EAT
Your Peace
Away...

My Appetite for Suffering?

B o t t o m l e s s!

I am Your Soul Doctor.

Worship Me

when I hold

this Ticking Watch

Swinging

back and forth
back and forth
back and forth....

You

are getting Sleepy.

Sleepy....

Sleep!

Sleep, Precious Special One.

Sleep.

Close Your Eyes.

Close Your Mind.

Retreat.

Don't Think!

Let ME be your Eyes.
Let ME be your Mind.

Hush !

You are Under My Power Now, Baby!
Sweet Dreams. Sweet Dreams, Special One....

I am Your Idol,
You Worship Me.
and The Terms of This Contract are:

                                                                      A) You won't Understand Me
                                                                                 I am a Mystery.

B) I am Your Pride.
You can Love Me,
But I am Under No Obligation by Contract
to Return This Love.
Pay Over-Close Attention to Me.
Reason Here is Irrelevant.
I'm Under
Every Surrendered Authority to
be Tyrannically Demanding of You.
Acceptance of My Abuse is
acceptable
to Me.
Only This Pleases Me.
Nothing Else.

                                                                                C) The Glamour Clause of This Contract
                                                                                States
                                                                                that All Emphasis
                                                                                on Physical Beauty
                                                                                is Mandatory. Only
                                                                                Certain Parts Need Emphasis
                                                                                at all.
                                                                                (Apart from The Whole)
                                                                                This Contract Expires with
                                                                                Natural Death.
                                                                                (Please Note:
                                                                                                   The Trick of this Clause
                                                                                 is to Deceive the Undersigned
                                                                                Into Worthless Possession of Good Looks
                                                                                 for Glamour

                                                                                                   which fades

                                                                                                   eventually

                                                                                                   with

                                                                                                   Time.
                                                                                                   Nothing Lasts Forever!)

D)The More You Give Me,
The More I DEMAND you Give Me!
The Less You Give Me,
The More I make You Feel
INADEQUATE!
The More You Please Me,
The Less I Embarrass You.
The Less You Please Me,
The More I Terrorize You!

Guilt
is a
Motherfucker, Baby.....

......and So Am I!

I Know All

Your Dirty Little Secrets

                                                                                E) As God of Projections and Shadows
                                                                                I am Entrusted with The Keys
                                                                                to Your Worst Nightmares.
                                                                                Unmasked,
                                                                                I am Your Super-Ego
                                                                                Hidden in Your Body, though Enemy to it.
                                                                                 Unseen,
                                                                                I am Your Sense of Littleness,
                                                                                Insignificance,
                                                                                and Brute Force, Your Sense of
                                                                                Danger which Attracts You
                                                                                And Your Shitty Sense of Self
                                                                                and No-Self, Your Low Self-Esteem......
                                                                                Trust Me
                                                                                As ALL do.

                                                                                There is Nothing That I Wish More
                                                                                Than
                                                                                to Make Nothing Last
                                                                                Forever!
                                                                                You will Help Me
                                                                                Make Nothing
                                                                                Last
                                                                                Forever
                                                                                because I Cherish
                                                                                the Contribution of Your Individual
                                                                                Death
                                                                                which must Come with Time,
                                                                                which must Come with Age....

                                                                                Only THIS
                                                                                will CEASE
                                                                                the Eternal Hell I
                                                                                can Make of
                                                                                Your Every Waking Moment!

                                                                                Ah, Alas! So Pathetic! Your Tears Do NOT move Me....
                                                                                ANXIETY is a Bitch,
                                                                                Ain't It!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

                                                                                (You Don't Even Know W H Y
                                                                                You Worship Me,
                                                                                 Do You?

                                                                                Didn't Think So.)

Just Sign Here X____________________________________________________________________________________________

This is MY Contract. Like it Or Lump it You

Stupid

Idiot.......

I will Reel You In Like A
Slippery Eel
caught by My Clever Lines
I'm TOTALLY INSANE! My Genius is For Hire is For Horror Is
For Murder
And I Hide
Behind
Your Face.

I'm Your Belief

in

Time and Space
and Science. Why I
Build Your Cities. You should Respect that, Right?
I Give You Neat Toys to Play with
and People Less-Special than You for You to Pick On!

("Eat Your Spinach, Harve,
There's Babies Less-Special
Than You, Starving for What's
On Your Very Plate.")

("yes Mummy Dearest.")

Everybody Can't Be On Top,

Them's The Rules.

Only Special People can Do
Anything Worthwhile, History proves that! P>Be Nobody's Fool....
MAKE NOTHING LAST FOREVER !

Segregation Now!
Integration Never!
Separation Nowl
Separation Forever!

HIP-HIP
Hooray!
HIP-HIP
HOORAAAY!
Join Today.
Be a Part of The Special People!

Don't be Laughed at. (THE WORST.) Don't be Ridiculed.

Don't be Picked On! And Don't be Left Behind.....
(The Joneses Have Always Had Devils
in Them, But That's My Special Secret.....)

You Might as Well
OBEY!
OBEY!
OBEY!......

.......I'll Share with You My
Toys of Powerl

Only

Just Obey! and DO NOT Think

About It. THAT IS A DIRECT ORDER !

And DON'T LOVE

unless its SPECIAL!

HURRY!!

Offer Expires Soon.
While Supplies

and The Law of Supply and Demand Last,
(Pay No Attention to That Spiraling, High Climbing Inflation....
.....just Get MORE Credit Cards!)

Master Charge and Visa
Accepted

(NOW ISNT?/NOW?/
NOW ISN'T?/ NOW ISN'T?/NOW?/
NOW ISN"T?/)

(and for Joining,
You get this SPECIAL EDITION
of "Sports Illustrated"!
This Limited Edition on "Blacks In Sports"

Edited by The Author of "The Bell Curve
also Contains
a Candid
Interview with Former Mayor of New York City, Rudolph Giuliani

Whose
Opening Editorial Opinion
Does Not
Necessarily Reflect/Does Not Necessarily Express/
Reftect/Express/Reftect/Express

The Views of This Program.......)

14, MAY 1996
Chelsea, NYC-------------------------------------------------------------Eaten Alive (to the Idle and the Eye of Nothing) copyright 2005F i n n e g a n